Friday, December 23, 2016

Here Comes Santa Claus {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Mara
Top: Erratic - Eden bra and Allure robe
Bottoms: [I<3C] - Lazy Panty {Suicide Dollz}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
[I<3C] - Lazy Socks {Suicide Dollz}

Here comes Santa Claus, here comes Santa Claus
Right down Santa Claus lane
Vixen, Blitzen, all his reindeer
Pulling on the reins
Bells are ringing, children singing
All is merry and bright
Hang your stockings and say a prayer
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight
Here comes Santa Claus, here comes Santa Claus
Riding down Santa Claus lane
He's got a bag that's filled with toys
For boys and girls again
Hear those sleigh bells jingle jangle
What a beautiful sight
Jump in bed and cover up your head
Because Santa Claus comes tonight

Sunday, December 18, 2016

Fool's Holiday {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - Xia
Top: Wonderlost - Kris Sweater {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: Maitreya flare jeans
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
-SU!- Esme Glasses {Winter's Hollow}
Joplino - Molly Pose 4  {Suicide Dollz} 

I know I've been a real bad guy,
My name's made the list more than a few times
You could light up a candle for every mistake that I've made
And I'd follow them home with you
On a pity parade
For years and years I pushed you aside
But never again
Wrap me up like a present and throw me away
And when it gets cold I'll be yours
Let the bells ring on a fool's holiday
I swear that I'm more than just broken promises,
Decorations can change like tinsel and ribbon so
Do not open til you've got forever to spend
With me on a fool's holiday

Where Are You Christmas {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Charlie
Top: *Be Designs* - Fidelle Red
Extras:
.:V:. Light Plug {12 Days of Xmas Gift}
.:V:. String Light Leg Binds {12 Days of Xmas Gift}
.:V:. Green Ornament Gag {12 Days of Xmas Gift}

Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing
I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember
The one you used to know
I'm not the same one
See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go

I Dare You {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Pink Hustler - 8162 {Hairology}
Top: D-Style- Kady Crop Sweater {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: Cheeky - Lexi Bell Bottom Pants
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Nightmare - fx eyebrows {Suicide Dollz}
-SU!- Esme Glasses {Winter's Hollow}

I can remember a time when I was so afraid
When even my shadow wouldn't follow me
So I, I, I'm picking up my sword
To shatter all the pieces that I was before
'Cause I, I, I'm worth fighting for
For, for, for
So put me in a cage
Lock me in a room
Throw away the key
I dare you
I'll break down the walls
A higher wrecking ball
And I won't let you tear me down, no, oh, oh
Throw away the key
I dare you, oh, oh
And I won't let you tear me down, no
I had an opinion, but I never spoke my mind
And I wouldn't argue, even when I knew I was right

Hand In My Pocket {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Pink Hustler - 8162 {Hairology}
Top: KITJA - Aurelia Sweater
Extras:
Nightmare - Optical Implant Eyes -Catwa {Suicide Dollz}
Nightmare - fx eyebrows {Suicide Dollz}
-SU!- Esme Glasses {Winter's Hollow}

I'm broke but I'm happy, I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded, I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober, I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless, I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything is going to be quite alright
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Secret Love Song {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Entwined. - Poppy
Top: {CP} Greed Top {Anybody}
Bottoms: {CP} Greed Bottom {Anybody}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands


When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

We keep behind closed doors
Every time I see you, I die a little more
Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough

It's obvious you're meant for me
Every piece of you, it just fits perfectly
Every second, every thought, I'm in so deep
But I'll never show it on my face

But we know this.
We got a love that is homeless

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that?
'Cause I'm yours

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

How Deep Is Your Love {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Jo
Top: Addams- Melisa Sweatshirt
Skirt: epoch. Intoxicate Skirt {Suicide Dollz}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands

I want you to breathe me in
Let me be your air
Let me roam your body freely
No inhibition, no fear
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
What devotion? Are you?
How deep is your love?
Is it like nirvana?
Hit me harder, again
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
Pull me closer, again
How deep is your love?
Open up my eyes and
Tell me who I am
Let me in on all your secrets
No inhibition, no sin

Sunday, December 11, 2016

Taynara- MOVE! Animations

Todays dance is called Taynara, It's new from MOVE! Animations. I've paired it with Emma Blackery Sucks to be you song as I felt it really meshed with with a rockish/pop song. These dances are perfect for the club and even better if you're a DJ or Host. Get the dance now at MOVE! Animations store. Link below!

Taxi Here!

Friday, December 9, 2016

Her Song {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Tableau Vivant \\ Ivy
Top: D-Style- Kate Corset Dress {Suicide Dollz}
Jacket: D-Style- Leather Jacket
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands

I'm just out here chasing my dreams girl
But it's crazy cause that dream cost me my dream girl
Promise you I wouldn't change before I left
Now I think leaving is the one thing I regret
Cause the one thing I possess
It wasn't materials, wasn't checks, wasn't cars, wasn't clothes, or any part of success
It was you,
And without that in my life I'm depressed,
You became the new drug I couldn't get
And every time you came over I was on some shit, either too fucked up, or bitchin about how you dress
Even though I remember when you would lay with me when I ain't have a bed,
Buy me food and come wake me up with some head
You had me like a Dread locked down
But I wouldn't show it, instead got on that bus and left you blowing in the wind
Shit and it's fucked up cause every girl I'm with I see your face
Now summers here and I'm sitting outside your place singing this shit

Thursday, December 8, 2016

Santa Baby {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Doe: Carlie
Top: Merlific - Adora Bra {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: Merlific - Adora Bra {Suicide Dollz}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands

Santa baby, slip a sable under the tree for me
Been an awful good girl
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Santa baby, an auto space convertible too, light blue
I'll wait up for you, dear
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight
Think of all the fun I've missed
Think of all the fellas that I haven't kissed
Next year I could be also good
If you'll check off my Christmas list
Santa honey, I want a yacht and really that's not a lot
Been an angel all year
Santa baby, and hurry down the chimney tonight

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Winter Wonderland {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Entwined. - Polly {Crossroads}
Top: epoch. - winta sweater {Winter Solstice} LM TO COME
Bottoms: epoch. - winta leggings {Winter Solstice} LM TO COME
Shoes: =Zenith= Vintage Leather Boots with Socks
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands



Sleigh bells ring
Are you listening
In the lane
Snow is glistening
A beautiful sight,
We're happy tonight
Walking in a winter wonderland

Gone away, is the blue bird
Here to stay, is the new bird
He sings a love song,
As we go along
Walking in a winter wonderland

In the meadow we can build a snowman
And pretend that he is Parson Brown
He'll say are you married
We'll say no man
But you can do the job
When you're in town

Later on
We'll conspire
As we dream by the fire
To face unafraid
The plans that we've made
Walking in a winter wonderland

Monday, December 5, 2016

Threat Level Midnight {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Entwined. - Polly {Crossroads}
Top: {CP} Mini Top {Suicide Dollz}
Shoes: Yasum - Suede Long Shaft Boots {We<3RP}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands

I've had a steady stream of lonely nights
For the past few weeks in this room
I'm locked away from it all
Just need a break from the walls that close me in
I'll see this out standing on pins
I'll fall asleep with my eyes open
Just to see if I could focus
On something more than my loneliness
None of my friends seem to give a shit about the way I am
I know full well they understand that
I get myself way too deep in what she said
But they'll bail me out when I'm in over my head

I'm getting sick of being broke
But what's worse is I'm all on my own
Can't seem to let this go
I wish I could stop staring at the phone so I can get some sleep
Another day, another week in hell
I'll see your face down here real soon
A welcome home to a swift farewell

Sunday, December 4, 2016

December {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: SpellBound - Sirena
Lingerie: Birdy - Boudoir- Bra and panties
Shoes: Phedora - Leg Chains Caelia
Extras:
Half-Deer - Snowy Antlers
Vista - Bento Hands
AsteroidBox - Head Chain

Stumbled around the block a thousand times
You missed every call that I had tried
So now I'm giving up
A heartbreak in mid December
You don't give a fuck
You never remember me
While you're pulling on his jeans
Getting lost in the big city
I was looking out our window
Watching all the cars go
Wondering if I'll see Chicago
Or a sunset on the west coast
Or will I die in the cold
Feeling blue and alone
I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo

I hope you get your ball room floor
Your perfect house with rose red doors
I'm the last thing you'd remember
It's been a long lonely December
I wish I'd known that less is more
But I was passed out on the floor
That's the last thing I remember
It's been a long lonely December

Disdain {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - VIP Sugar
Top: {CP} Lexi Top {WOH2 hunt}
Shoes: Phedora -Trinity Shoes
Extras:
Les sucreries de Fairy - My Weird Snowman
Vista - Bento Hands
 {CP} Suicide Garters

I've got a lot to talk about
My disdain for the Pacific threw my name into distant mouths
The heart is heavy when the words are weighing you down
I'm so fucking far down

Crosscheck, let the turbines shake the overheads
It took fifteen hours and a missed connection
Overwhelmed and I'm overstepping bounds

I've had a lot to think about
The questions linger but I'm too scared to speak out
Like what could you possibly see in a failure like me?

Make no mistake, the winds have changed
And I'll be catching the resulting tidal waves
On an empty slate to the landlocked states

Crosscheck, let the turbines shake the overheads
It took fifteen hours and a missed connection
Overwhelmed and I'm overstepping bounds

And if you're picking up on the misdirection
Keep the status quo with an ear against the ground
And if you let me stay I'll keep out of your way
I'll be the empty canvas if you be the paint
And if you let me stay I'll keep out of your way
My space is yours to occupate

Savages {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: LCKY- Sierra
Top: Tabou - Chest Bandage
Extras:
Lovely Disarray - Battle Ready Warpaint {Suicide Dollz}
Vista - Bento Hands
Phedora - Isidora Cuffs

Murder lives forever
And so does war
It's survival of the fittest
Rich against the poor
At the end of the day
It's a human trait
Hidden deep down inside of our DNA
One man can build a bomb
Another run a race
To save somebody's life
And have it blow up in his face
I'm not the only one who
Finds it hard to understand
I'm not afraid of God
I am afraid of Man
Is it running in our blood
Is it running in our veins
Is it running in our genes
Is it in our DNA
Humans aren't gonna behave
As we think we always should
Yeah, we can be bad as we can be good
Underneath it all, we're just savages

Saturday, December 3, 2016

My Only Wish This Year {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Lelutka. Nova
Top: *JB* - Emily Scarf and dress {Uber}
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows
Vista - Bento Hands
Sari-Sari - Snow Kisses {Tannenbaum}
Last night I took a walk in the snow
Couples holding hands, places to go
Seems like everyone but me is in love
Santa can you hear me
I signed my letter that's sealed with a kiss
I sent it off, and just said this
I know exactly what I want this year
Santa can you hear me
I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me
someone to hold
Maybe, maybe (maybe, maybe)
I'll be on my own and a big red bow
Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near
He's all I want, just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I'll be waiting here
Santa that's my only wish this year

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Where Did Jesus Go {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Eden + Bangs add-on
Top: -SU!- Meh Tank Top
Bottom: -SU!- Laced Shorts
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
*CS* - My Crow Scene
{CP} Cori Leggings

I have a tale to tell about a girl whose soul was screwed
She was born into a life with everything to lose
Her father sold her to the trade when she was just a child
She was seventeen and never ever learned to smile

She took a bullet and she blew out her brains
She didn’t say goodbye, she just went away
And now who’s missing her?
I wish she was here
Her name was Angel and she’d had a bad year

So you wanna call me the devil’s advocate
When you don’t know the half of it?
Cause I was raised to believe in miracles
My life is so cold

Where did Jesus go?

Porn Star {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
*CS* - Video Call Scene {Suicide Dollz}

Let me put your mind to rest
I'm nothing like that other guy
Ima put yo ass to bed, just call me a lullaby
Believe it, believe it
Girl I'll be your quarterback, receive it
Go deep, baby work them lips no time to speak
When I lay back, shawty don't know how to act
She ready when the lights go off she climb on top
Her body rocking we don't stop
No handle bars or falling off, cause cause
She ride me like a porn star
She ride me like a porn star
She ride me like a pro she did this shit before
I hold her tight no letting go till she say she can't take no more
I'm speechless
All I say is ooh
She ride, she ride
She ride, she ride, she ride
All I say is ooh
She ride me like a porn star

Friday, November 25, 2016

Earned It {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Set: Erratic - Eden set

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
::GB:: Slave Chain Necklace
.:V:. Sensation Play Bedside Table

{Special Thanks to my friend Zyniel! <3}

You make it look like it's magic
'cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I'm never confused
Hey, hey
I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
'cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
'cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
'cause girl you earned it, yeah
Girl you earned it, yeah
You know our love would be tragic (oh yeah)
So you don't pay it, don't pay it no mind
We live with no lies
Hey, hey
And you're my favorite kind of night

Come Get Me {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Set: Erratic - Eden set

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
::GB:: Slave Chain Necklace
.:V:. Sexy Stockade

I wasn't looking for no trouble this time
Where did you come from?
You knocked me off of my feet
When I was feeling fine
But you're forgiven.
I never make it very obvious
And when I do I'm mostly misunderstood
You have a habit of hearing me right
Yeah, you get me.
I wanna tell you what's on my mind
And I really wanna see you again,
Maybe give it a little time
It's gone bad before it ever began, yeah.
Now I'm at the corner with my love
Baby come get me, I'm waiting
I'll turn to stone here by myself
Baby don't let me.
Who wants to travel?
Let's take a trip.
I want your darkness
You have a heavy heart
And I think I'll fit

Happy Thanksgiving {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Jo {LuxeBox}
Dress: .Offbeat. Dokimeki Dress{The Forest}
Shoes: =Zenith= Vintage Heels with Socks
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}

Happy Thanksgiving <3

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Let It Snow {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Aspen Hair {The Forest}
Top: PixiCat- Fall Sweater

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
Meow and Stuff - Sasha Catya Bento Shape
Meow and Stuff - Glittery Whiskers {Group Gift}

Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I've brought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
When we finally kiss goodnight
How I hate going out in the storm
But if you really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm
The fire is slowly dying
And my dear we're still goodbye-ing
As long as you love me so
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

Masters of War {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Elle
Top: {CP} Lexi Top {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: {CP} Lexi Panties {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
[CX] Bloodbone Cleaver
[CX] Hell's Gate Bridge
[CX] Hundred Chain Horns
[CX] Spiked Gladiator
[CX] Stinger
:Z.S: Forehead Cross Implant
:Z.S: Witchy Chest Piercing
[TWC] Broken {Epiphany Exclusive}

Come you masters of war
You that build the big guns
You that build the death planes
You that build all the bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks
You that never done nothin'
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it's your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly
Like Judas of old
You lie and deceive
A world war can be won
You want me to believe
But I see through your eyes
And I see through your brain
Like I see through the water
That runs down my drain

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Left Behind {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Moon. Hair - Shadowplay
Top: epoch. - jojo hoodie {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms:epoch. - jojo Skirt {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
.:V:. Autumn Nest Chair {Cosmo}
.:V:. Fire Coffee Table {Cosmo}

Behold the horrors
They lurk beneath the shadows of remorse
You wouldn't know of course
But I force a new Judgment Day
On this day you will repay
Your respects to all that may
Lurk in between your mind
And mankind
So have a seat and be afraid
Fear's about to commence
The final ritual
One body is all we need for this to be complete
And when the day
Begins to take form
You won't be leaving those doors
You'll only live with us
Inside the darkness
As we tear you up inside

I was left behind
All this torture will unwind
I was never all that kind
If you were to rewind
Then you would find
I was left behind
Take your turn to run and hide
I will catch you all the time
This night no longer shines
Your tears divine
You'll now be mine!

Monday, November 21, 2016

Letters To You {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - VIP Sugar
Top: Erratic - Oversized Sweater
Shoes: =Zenith= Autumn Long Boot with Socks

Extras:
.:V:. Quaint Cottage {Draftsman}

Can't you see, that I want to be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone,
Get me through this one.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know.
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here,
The thought stops my heart.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Tired Mechanical Heart {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: *PH* - Disordered hair #5
Top: Caboodle - Luna Sash

Extras:
.:V:. & Abstract Soul - Intramural Tinkerer Statue {The Secret Affair}

I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through a mirror
Tired mechanical heart
Beats 'til the song disappears
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
If only the clockwork could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We'd burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Smoke and Mirrors {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: [e] - Piper
Top: epoch. - Olivia Top {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: epoch. - Olivia Shorts {Suicide Dollz}
Shoes: Phedora -Trinity Shoes

Extras:
SpellBound - Black Magic Set {Coven}
Vista - Bento Hands
Scarlet Creative - Spellbound Skybox {Collab88}

i never meant to call you out
i’ve always seen behind your smoke and mirrors
oh sweetheart, please don’t yell at me, it really isn’t hard to see
the truth that’s rotting underneath

why weren’t you honest from the start?
you know, i’ve always thought she must have liked you
she’s just a temptress, don’t you know, she’ll say she loves you, even though
she only wants to steal your soul

i’ll save you

you said you’d always be my friend
that we’d get married when we both got older
i’d never heard those words before, you made me long for something more
but then she tried to steal your love

what’s with that look?
do you really think i’m out of line tonight?
stop calling her name, if you play my game
she may just make it out alive

Giving Up {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: #Foxy - Smitten Kitten
Top: -SU!- Meh Tank Top
Bottoms: Erratic- Swift Jeans

Extras:
.:V:. Sweater Couch {Sad November} 
Vista - Bento Hands
Scarlet Creative - Spellbound Skybox {Collab88}

What if we stop having a ball?
What if the paint chips from the wall?
What if there's always cups in the sink?
What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if I do?

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

What if our baby comes home after nine?
What it your eyes close before mine?
What if you lose yourself sometimes?
Then I'll be the one to find you
Safe in my heart

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

Thursday, November 10, 2016

Still Breathing {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lamb - Poppy {Collab88}
Dress: -SU!- Sick Girl Dress {Anybody}
Socks: =Zenith= Garter Socks {Collab88}

Extras:
Astralia - lace arm warmers
Vista - Bento Hands

I'm like a child looking off on the horizon
I'm like an ambulance that's turning on the sirens
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a soldier coming home for the first time
I dodged a bullet and I walked across a landmine
Oh, I'm still alive
Am I bleeding am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
My way to you

Monday, November 7, 2016

No Faith In Brooklyn {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - VIP November

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Vilecult - Pick Your Poison

We should take a walk someday
Dream about what we could've been
But I don't wanna leave this place
No faith in Brooklyn
If I move out one day
It will make me a better man
But I don't wanna leave this place
No faith in Brooklyn

I said I'm so gone, oh my God, where's the menu?
Order me all your sushi for all them bitches at the venue
Stop, drop, roll, continue
Cause haters try to mingle, and I'm just tryin' to sing you a song
Tell ya that I'm leavin' but I won't be long
If it was up to me I'd see ya tomarr
But talk's cheap so I'm payin' up
New kicks be the only way I'm layin' up
So maybe I won't make it as an athlete
But that don't mean I'll let the competition pass me
I money ball, Billy Beane and some skinny jeans
And the whole damn team just some mini me's
Cause they ain't seen another kid like this
It's on your mind baby you should probably write this
I told her I can dance good for a white kid
So turn around, show me everything I might miss

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Girls Like You {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Elle
Top: Wonderlost - Tipper Tube Top & Garth Flannel Shirt {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: epoch. - Olivia Shorts {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
CosmicDust/ BunBun - GamePro
Vista - Bento Hands
Nana - Aname Black Straps {Suicide Dollz} 

Whirlwind run
Further and further away
Into the sun
In, 20 minutes
Everyone will remember you when you're gone
And your heart, is a stone
Buried underneath your pretty clothes
Don't you know people write songs about girls like you?
What will you do when something stops you?
What will you say to the world?
What will you be when it all comes crashing
Down on you little girl?
What would you do if you lost your beauty?
How would you deal with the light?
How would you feel if nobody chased you?
What if it happened tonight?

New Romantics {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: 7 Deadly S{K}ins - Cinnamon {Suicide Dollz}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Xia
Top: Toast - wifi dies {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: -SU!- Laced Shorts {Sad November}

Extras:
Muschi - myphone

We're all bored
We're all so tired of everything
We wait for
Trains that just aren't coming
We show off
Our different scarlet letters
Trust me, mine is better
We're so young
But we're on the road to ruin
We play dumb
But we know exactly what we're doing
We cry tears
Of mascara in the bathroom
Honey, life is just a classroom
'Cause, baby, I could build a castle
Out of all the bricks they threw at me
And every day is like a battle
But every night with us is like a dream
Baby, we're the new romantics
Come on, come along with me
Heart break is the national anthem
We sing it proudly
We are too busy dancing
So get knocked off our feet
Baby, we're the new romantics
The best people in life are free

Damaged Kids {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic {Uber}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Monso - My Hair Momo {FaMESHed}
Top: Evie - Cooper Shirt {Sad November}
Bottoms: -SU!- Laced Shorts {Sad November} 

Extras:
Speakeasy - Catnip Tattoo{Coven}


I remember 15 years old at the edge of my bed
As Joy Division’s "Closer" spins
I slowly drift off in my head
I swear I died a thousand times
To the ballad of those teenage nights
The walls cave in
And I’ve lost myself again

Don’t sink cause I know it’s tough
Said you saw it comin’ weren’t prepared enough
You wanna doubt you deserve to be loved
But keep your head up I swear that you belong

Isolation
It gets the best of me
The world progresses
While I’m chasing dreams

I question everything
Before I dive right in
Am I a recluse
Or just a damaged kid

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Rituals {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic {Uber}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Pumpkin
Bottoms:epoch. Fiesty scrap skirt

Extras:
Vilecult - Spellbound {Coven}
SpellBound - Black Magic Set {Coven}
.:V:. Witch's Cottage {Coven}
[TWC] - Beauty Marks