Monday, December 25, 2017

From Ours to Yours {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare} {N21}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Olive Hair- the Meme hair and Cheery Santa Hat {Uber}
Top: Ison -Cropped Turtleneck Sweater {Uber}
Pants: Blueberry - DWL Jeans


Extras:
DRD - My Miserable Holiday
Black Bantam - Black Lab Puppy

After a very long break, I think it's safe to say I may be back. Thank you so much for those who continued to support me through this year-long break. My blog will continue after the new year!

Merry Christmas!

Saturday, April 15, 2017

Unapologetic {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Mudskin - Sul Rare {Kustom9}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Saphria {Kustom9}
Top: TLB - Ingrid Top {Suicide Dollz}
Pants: Pixicat - Sporty Shorts

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Toast - Claw Gloves {Suicide Dollz}

Whiskey
Give it to me straight
Straight and strong
We'll drink until it's gone
Dirty
I got a dirty mouth
Say what I want to say
Can't wash it away
Well I'm high steppin' out of the box
Getting out of the cage I'm busting the lock
Oh yeah, oh
I’m not scared
Ain't trying to be
Won't give nothing less than all of me, oh, oh yeah
Because I'm unapologetic
Unapologetic with you tonight
Nothing to hide
Oh yeah, I'm unapologetic
Unapologetic, turn on the light
All of the lights
And I'll take you as you are
And we'll burn like the stars

Sunday, March 26, 2017

Blood (Sponge) Bath {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: VCO - Joy Pale Tone
Shape: Custom
Hair: Burley - Dot
Top: Katat0nik - Nurse Apron Dress {Re:Japonica}
Shoes: Phedora - Satomi Boots

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
*MUKA* arm straps
Toast - Syringe Fingers & Blood Bag

Well I saw the thing that no one should see
As I became the thing that no one should see
I became lost inside my mind
Happens all the time
I saw a dead body on the side of the road [x4]

Well, I saw a dead body on the side of the road
The dogs were gnawing on his face
Then out of the blue some homeless dude came hurtling through space
He had the most satisfied expression on his face
As if to say "in this last moment I am truly free"
Then the dude exploded on the street right in front of me

Get up!
Think fast!
Gonna be
A bloodbath

Friday, March 24, 2017

So Pure {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: VCO - Joy Pale Tone
Shape: Custom
Hair: LCKY - Lynlee
Top: Razor/// Used Shirt {Whore Couture}
Shoes: Reign - Kitty Stockings

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
*MUKA* Foxy Collar {Whore Couture}

You from new york you are so relevant
You reduce me to cosmic tears
Luminous more so than most anyone
Unapologetically alive knot in my stomach
And lump in my throat
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression
Supposed former infatuation junkie
I sink three pointers and you ask poetically
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression
Let's grease the wheel over tea
Let's discuss things in confidence
Let's be outspoken let's be ridiculous
Let's solve the world's problems
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

I Dream of You {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Le Forme - Stella Catwa Sugar
Shape: Custom
Hair: Doe: Posy {Kawaii Project}
Top: Altair* - Kuon Kimono {Re:Japonica}
Shoes: {aii} - Shii Geta & Stockings {Kawaii Project}

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
{wa-kotolier} "Ume Blossom" Harness {Re:Japonica}



You're completely unaware, dear, that my heart is in your hand
So for love's sake won't you listen and try to understand?

I dream of you more than you dream I do
How can I prove to you this love is real?
You mean to me more than you mean to be
You just can't seem to see the way I feel

When I am close to you the world is far away
The words that fill my heart my lips can't seem to say

I want you so more than you'll ever know
More than you dream I do, I dream of you

Monday, March 20, 2017

Perfect Insanity {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Le Forme - Stella Catwa Sugar
Shape: Custom
Hair: [RA] Jasmin Hair
Top: SU! - Nap Queen Top
Bottom: SU! - Nap Queen Panty Leopard Print

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
CATWA - Catya Bubblegum

Come inside and be afraid
Of this impressive mess I've made
If you take a look now you will find

I have thrown away my vice
Done away with paradise
See what's going on inside my mind
Please let me out
Please let me out
Please let me

Branded like an animal
I can still feel them burning my mind
I do believe that you made your message clear
I think I am losing my mind
I think I am losing my mind
Deprivating, isolating all that I feel
Leaving me with images I know are not real
Are those words of condemnation that I hear
I think I am losing my mind
I think I am losing my

Come inside now, I implore
Do you think you can restore
The crucial pieces missing from my brain
What seems to be the matter dear
Why do you cry and shake with fear
I've only had the best dub me insane.
Please let me out
Please let me out

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Who Knew {LOTD}




Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Foxy- Cattitude
Top: Moon Elixir - Fairytale Atelier Gacha
Shoes: Fri. - Belle Wedges {Collab88}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Violetility - Pet Bed
Violetility - Kennel Table

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
I took your words, and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah, huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better 'cause you said forever, and ever
Who knew?
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no, no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

Photograph {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Burley - Keke
Top: Foxes - Glamorous Dress
Shoes: Fri. - Goldie Boots {Uber}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home
Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know, know
I swear it will get easier,
Remember that with every piece of you
Hm, and it's the only thing we take with us when we die
Hm, we keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts were never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

Sunday, January 22, 2017

Coffee & Cigarettes {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Marta
Top: D-Style- Occult Maxi Sweater {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: :Z.S: Gothic Leggings
Shoes: Reign - Platform Ballet Slippers {N21}
Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Arise - Rina Eyeshadow {Suicide Dollz} 
.:Joplino:. Niki 1 Mirror pose {Suicide Dollz} 
PEACHES. - Soul Key Choker {Suicide Dollz}

Coffee and cigarettes are my only escape.
I got my cup of Joe, my pack of stokes,
And I'm on my way downtown to
Set up shop and sing my cares away.
So, won't you sing with me,
'Cause it's cold outside, and I'm feeling kinda lonely.

Friday nights are always the same in this town.
I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down.
So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away,
And I'll hope that Saturday will be the day
When everything feels okay.

Saturday, January 21, 2017

Bury The Castle {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Beusy - Milan Hair {N21} .
Outfit: Limpid - Phoebe {Suicide Dollz}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Friday, January 20, 2017

Slumber Party {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: .#Foxy - Cattitude {Hentai Fair}
Outfit: ALTAIR* Sleepy Pajama
Shoes: Phedora - Rachel {Kustom9}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
C L A Vv - Light Studio Stack of Canvas {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio skybox {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio Table with Canvases {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio Light Rug A {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio Tangled Lights w/o curtain {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio Single Couch {Epiphany}
C L A Vv - Light Studio Typewriter {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - To see Her Jar {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - To see Him Jar {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - Open when you're sad {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - Open when you miss me {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - Open when you're grumpy {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - Leather Bound Photo Album {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - Stargazing Bottle RARE {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - usb personal Massager {Epiphany}
Cosmic Peaches - cuddly pillow set RARE {Epiphany}

A special thank you to my best friend and Waifu Selene for doing this collab with me. We are basically wearing the same thing, Her PJ set is called Senpai-Blue, she is using the LOGO Alex head and her Pink Fuel skin is Kiyomi! Thank you love!

Sunday, January 15, 2017

Give Me A Try {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Little Bones - Olympia
Outfit: D-Style- Dark Underware {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
Violetility - Pet Box {ROMP}

I know that I like to let excess succeed
But I just need you in that fur coat
With only my necklace on underneath
And I don't care why this apartment's always cold
London can try, it'll never swallow me whole
And I swear,
We could be gigantic, everything I need
Vicodin on Sunday nights
This could be worth the risk, worth the guarantee
This could be the drug that doesn't bite
Just give me a try
Just give me a try
Been kind of hoping you might
Get up and give me a try

AntiChrist {LOTD}





Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Doe: Christine {Momento Mori}
Outfit: Epoch - Anti Shirt & Sui Shorts {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
Vilecult - The Possession Tone 2 {Momento Mori}

And I swear there's a ghost on this island
And his hands, all covered in blood
And my wife inquired of understanding
But of course my dear, you can't
She said,
"How can I relate to somebody who doesnt speak?"
I feel like I'm just treading water
Is it the same for you?
Is it the same for you?

Well he comes and he goes, so capricious
And his work appears so rushed
Well I love the house that we live in
And I love you all too much
Is it the same for you?
Is it the same for you?
Is it the same for you?
Is it the same for you?

Well criminal and liars - keep it in your cells spill it in mine
And I love the house that we live in
And I love you all too much

Blood is on your tongue as well as your hands

Monday, January 9, 2017

Kaleidoscope {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - Kati
Outfit:  {CP} Opsy Set {Suicide Dollz}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands

Stop banging away on my kaleidoscope
Stop draining the color out of my scene
Just play me something I can dance to
I can dance to anything You wanna sing

So lock me up in a studio
Fill it up with sound and scenarios
Stop blocking the driveway with your car
Put the butterfly in the bell jar

It's the first time that I'm worried
Of a bad dream, of a journey
On the highway, through the valley
It's a long road through the night
It's a long road...

Hear a stranger's voice in the front yard
Let the hours tick past the deadline
Get another stamp in your passport
Wash your breakfast down with some red wine
Delete the progress on your game
Try to fall asleep while your ears ring
From the loudest songs on your mix tape
I can dance to anything you want to sing

Sunday, January 8, 2017

Bitch Came Back {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Spellbound - Cursed
Dress: Oubliette - Maeve Chiffon Dress {Totally Top Shelf}
Socks: Reign - Coven Thigh Socks w/Garter
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands


The bitch came back the very next day
Oh, the bitch came back, I thought she was a goner
But, the bitch came back, she couldn't stay away
Don't you know the bitch came back?

I like her so much better when she's down on her knees
Cause when she's in my face that's when I'm starting to see
That all my friends were right for thinking that we'd be wrong
Well she's so fuckin' stupid bet she's singing along

The trouble with girls is they're all the same
Forget the diamonds and pearls they just want a ring
Before you know it you're like a dog on a leash
Well you can try and change the world but you won't change me

The bitch came back the very next day
Oh, the bitch came back, I thought she was a goner
But, the bitch came back, she couldn't stay away
(She doesn't get it)
Don't you know the bitch came back?


Saturday, January 7, 2017

Battle Born {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Spellbound - Lionhearted
Top: {CP} Medi Metal and Top {StormWood Hills}
Skirt: {CP} Medi Panties {StormWood Hills}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands

Once upon a time I swore I had a heart
Long before the world I know tore it all apart
Once upon a time there was a part of me I shared
Years before they took away the part of me that cared
I've been a thousand places
And shook a million hands
I don't know where I'm going
But I know just where I've been
I've flown a million miles
And I've rode so many more
Every day, a castaway
A vagabond, battle born
I'm battle born

Part Of Your World {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Spellbound - Sirena
Top: Epoch - Aerial Shirt {StormWood Hills}
Skirt: Epoch - Aerial Skirt {StormWood Hills}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands

I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see 'em dancin'
Walkin' around on those—what do ya' call 'em?—oh, feet.

Flippin' your fins you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumpin', dancin'
Strollin' along down a—what's that word again?–street.

Up where they walk
Up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free
Wish I could be
Part of that world

What would I give
If I could live
Out of these waters?
What would I pay
To spend a day
Warm on the sand?
Bet ya on land
They understand
Bet they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women
Sick of swimming
Ready to stand

Glitter and Gold {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Callista
Shirt: Epoch - Shimmy Shirt {Anybody}
Underwear: Epoch - Shimmy Bra and Panties {Anybody}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands
Epoch - Shadow Socks

I am flesh and I am bone
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter and gold
I've got fire in my soul
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter
Like glitter and gold
Like glitter
Do you walk in the valley of kings?
Do you walk in the shadow of men
Who sold their lives to a dream?
Do you ponder the manner of things
In the dark
The dark, the dark, the dark
I am flesh and I am bone
Arise, ting ting, like glitter and gold
I've got fire in my soul
Rise up, ting ting, like glitter
Like glitter and gold

Friday, January 6, 2017

Leni- MOVE! Animations


Todays dance is called Leni, It's new from MOVE! Animations. I've paired it with Ariana Grande and Nicki Manaj- Side to Side as I felt it really meshed with with a clubbing song. These dances are perfect for the club and even better if you're a dancer. Get the dance now at MOVE! Animations store. Link below!

Taxi Here!

Monday, January 2, 2017

What Sober Couldn't Say {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: Moon. Hair - Chelsea Dagger
Dress: Oubliette - Dahlia Dolly Dress  {The Darkness Chamber Fair}
Shoes: Oubliette - Black Sugar Tip Toe Ballet  {The Darkness Chamber Fair}
Extras:
.Vista - Bento Hands

Headed for a blackout
Hurting like hell
Finding my way to bottom of the bottle
Packing up my suitcase
Leaving no trace
One step closer with every swallow

A deafening silence
Like you like me
Where you want me
Saying nothing
But not this time
I'm gonna say
I'm gonna say

What sober couldn't say
Couldn't break thru
Under the influence of you
Incoherent, truth serum
Just enough to make me bullet proof
I'm so over this love gone violent
I'm drunk and brave enough to say
What sober couldn't say