Thursday, June 30, 2016

Midnight Memories {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Eden
Top: 1 Hundred. - Eye Candy Top {Kinky Monthly}
Bottoms: 1 Hundred. - Eye Candy Undies {Kinky Monthly}
Shoes: .:V:. Fairy Heels {Indie Teepee}

Extras:
{CP} Brow normal
.:V:. Beloved Collar

Straight off the plane to a new hotel
Just touched down, you could never tell
A big house party with a crowded kitchen
People talk shh but we don't listen

Tell me that I'm wrong but I do what I please
Way too many people in the Addison Lee
Now I'm at the age when I know what I need, oh, whoa

Midnight memories, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Baby you and me
Stumbling in the street
Singing, singing, singing, singing
Midnight memories, oh, oh, oh, oh.
Anywhere we go never say no
Just do it, do it, do it, do it

5 foot something with the skinny jeans
Don't look back, baby follow me

I don't know where I'm going but I'm finding my way
Same old shh but a different day

Tell me that I'm wrong but I do what I please
Way too many people in the Addison Lee
Now I'm at the age when I know what I need, oh, whoa


Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Tear You Apart {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: Genesis - Ingrid 2.0 Vampire
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Jenna
Top: .:V:. Slayer Pasties
Bottoms: Maitreya - Leather Skinny Pants
Shoes: .:V:. Slayer Heels

Extras:
.:V:. Slayer Necklace

Got a big plan, his mind's set, maybe it's right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
In a whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait never mind

Late night, in passing, mention it flip to her
Best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and a crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright

It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape was just a nod and a casual wave
Obsess about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Monday, June 27, 2016

Dead Wrong {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Tattoo: {CP} BBG Tattoo {Kinky Monthly}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Charlie
Top: ALTAIR* .dead cute. crop top
Bottoms: :Z.S: Torn Leggings {Kinky Monthly}

Extras:
{CP} Brow normal
Sinful Sky - Spiral Antennae
{CP} Cunt Metal Tattoo {Kinky Monthly}

If only I knew what I know
I'd make it a point to say so
To everyone that got me here
And everyone that made it

Clear I was dead wrong all along
You said it for my sake
That I would not lose my way
When I was astray ...

I'm doing the best that I could.
Trying my best to be understood
Maybe I'm changing slowly
I get out, turn around if only I...

Knew I was dead wrong all along
You said it for my sake
that I would not lose my way
When I was dead wrong all along

Mine is not a new story
Mine is not a new story
Mine is nothing new
But it is for me

So I was dead wrong all along
You said it for my sake
I don't, would not, lose my way...
When I was dead wrong all along
You said it for my sake
That I would not lose my way
Did I really lose my way?
Or are you afraid?

Saturday, June 25, 2016

Something 'Bout You {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Tattoo: {CP} BBG Tattoo {Kinky Monthly}
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Olive. the Razzor Hair
Bikini: erractic // Justine Bikini
Shoes: Fri.Day - Reverie.Wraps

Extras:
{CP} Brow normal
DirtyStories. Barbed Headchain
.:V:. Beloved Collar

Don't need permission
Made my decision to test my limits
'Cause it's my business, God as my witness
Start what I finished
Don't need no hold up
Taking control of this kind of moment
I'm locked and loaded
Completely focused, my mind is open

All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy

Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
Makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout

Nothing to prove and
I'm bulletproof and
Know what I'm doing
The way we're movin' like introducing
Us to a new thing
I wanna savor, save it for later
The taste of flavor, 'cause I'm a taker
'Cause I'm a giver, it's only nature
I live for danger

All that you got, skin to skin, oh my God
Don't ya stop, boy

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

The Void {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Charlie {Cosmetic Fair}
Top: {CP} Jully Shirt {NEW RELEASE}
Pants: .HW. Minnie. Bootie Shorts.
Shoes: CandyDoll - Nicole Boots

Extras:
:Z.S: Gwen Septum Piercing {Bodyfy}
{CP} Brow Lines
DirtyStories. Sweety Horns



This ship has crashed
We burn down the past
Like ghost-drifted ash

Your photograph
Is all that will last
There's no turning back

Now I'm all alone
The future unknown
Got nowhere to go

But I'll survive, the loneliest nights
Won't give up the fight

Through the void, through the void, through the endless void!
I'll march on and on and on and on without you!
Hear the voice, hear the voice, of the hearts destroyed!
I'll march on and on and on and on without you!

And I'll keep singing our song, 'till tomorrow

The emptiness
It kills like a kiss
The violent abyss

Farewell again
We've come to an end
I'll miss you my friend

Carry on, carry on!

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Beautiful Pain {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: Cherry Rouge- Nyam Nyam
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Sodapop
Top: Addams // Sophia Tank Top
Pants: AlaskaMetro // "Karma" Galaxy Pants "SuperNova"
Shoes: .:V:. Beloved Collar

Extras:
{CP} Brow Lines
{CP} Flower Side Tattoo {Cosmetic Fair}
{CP} Minimal Tattoo {Suicide Dollz}
{CP} Cross Piercing {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Tintable Dimples {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Pastel Lipstick {Cosmetic Fair}

Your life was a shooting star
That burned out way too fast
And all the memories
Of a dream that's built to last
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next panic attack, no
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For my next crash

It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I remember the good times
When I remember the good
It's a beautiful pain
It's a beautiful pain
When I let go of the heartache
When I let go of your heart

All the times that I keep holding onto
Even though you're gone
And the nights that I keep holding back the tears
I hope you found what you're looking for

I pray that you're happy now
You're never looking back
Rest with the angels now
The heavens gains your laugh

Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
Cause you're never coming back, no
Don't wanna wait, wanna wait, wanna wait
For the last dance

Drown Me Out {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: Cherry Rouge- Nyam Nyam
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: [RA] Jill Hair
Top: Addams // Sophia Tank Top
Thong: -SU!- Harness Skirt
Shoes: .:KC:. Harlem Sneakers

Extras:
{CP} Brow Lines
{CP} Flower Side Tattoo {Cosmetic Fair}
{CP} Cross Piercing {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Tintable Dimples {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Pastel Lipstick {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Alien Head Implant {Geektopia}
-SU!- Gartered Legs

Another moment breaks, the shadow side of me
It's like holding on until I fall apart
They say to live with this song I have to sing
It's the cross that hangs deep below my heart

And when I get the feeling, I let the damn walls break
Let the damn walls break

Down!
Nothing's gonna drown me, nothing's gonna drown me
Out!
From the top of the world to the bottom of the ocean

Screaming loud, screaming loud from the underground
Listen now, listen now, you're not taking me
Down!
Nothing's gonna drown me, nothing's gonna drown me out
(nothing's gonna drown me, nothing's gonna drown me)

Feel a violent rage, washing over me
I can barely breath, bury me alive
All the tragedy becomes a symphony
Full of pain, I feel my final goodbye

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Sex Metal Barbie {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: Cherry Rouge- Nyam Nyam
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues. Naiesli
Top: {CP} Emili Bikini
Shoes: REIGN.- Estee Heels {Luxe Box Exclusive}

Extras:
{CP} Brow Lines
.:V:. Beloved Collar
{CP} Cross Piercing {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Tintable Dimples {Cosmetic Fair}
:Z.S: Pastel Lipstick {Cosmetic Fair}

Excuse me can you tell me what you've heard about my life?
Maybe a dirty little fairy tale, a girl of the night
I heard that I grew up filthy, a trailer park queen
Drop out pregnant statistical teen
I know you've heard about the bloody knife
About my daddy's perfect virgin and my mother's wife
You know I heard I don't belong in this game
Still you hold your hands in the air screaming my name
Let's go

Baby go ahead
I'll be your hatred and your pain
This is killing us all
I don't care if I fall
We're the dying, we are the damned

Baby go ahead
I'll be the villain you can blame
I'll be the belle of the brawl
Be the lust in us all
I'm the diva of the damned

I heard I don't belong in this scene
Sex Metal Barbie, Homicidal Queen

Excuse me can you tell me the worst thing you've heard about me?
Maybe that I'm a little harlot homicidal queen
You know I heard that I don't belong in this scene
Sex, Metal, Barbie, Whore, attention fiend
You know I heard that I'm a hater's dream
No class, White Trash - I'm so obscene
You know I heard that I should be ashamed
Still they hold their fists in the air screaming my name
Come on

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Fade It Out {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: [e] Lena
Top: Foxes : Midrift Tee - Class as F*ck
Skirt: Foxes : Waist High Skirt - BB Blue {LuxeBox Subscribers Gift}
Shoes: \m/LavaRock Creations - Angela Spiked Boots

Extras:
:Z.S: Gwen Septum Piercing {Bodyfy}
:Z.S: Splatter Freckles {anyBODY}
{CP} Brow Lines
.:V:. Beloved Collar
DirtyStories. Barbed Headchain

Some nights you lie
Some nights you don't
But they all feel the same
Sometimes you wish you could turn to stone
And be perfect always
I, I can't feel like this no more

In the crowd alone cause no one wants to know you
Do they?
Don't they?

Right here but no one's watching

Here comes the invisible man
That no one turns to see
I'm just another dumb fool who'll never go down in history
Yeah, you're standing there with the homecoming king
Turn the silver spoon into a diamond ring
Can he make you disappear without anyone noticing?
Yeah, fuck the homecoming king!

You see your life is drawn out
Don't feel the world that you know
Caught in the tower singing
"Oh no, that's not the life I chose!"

Most days you rise and start to fade
Cause no one loves you
Avert their eyes and look away
Life without virtue
I, I can't feel like this no more

You walk these halls and feel the same
Cause you can't find your place

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Fat Lip {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: Genesis - Lindsey
Skin: Genesis - Milk
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Never
Sweater: Dead Dollz - Ballet Sweater
BodySuit: {CP} - Moni Bodysuit {TDC}
Shoes: .:KC:. Harlem Sneakers

Extras:
:Z.S: Gwen Septum Piercing {Bodyfy}
:Z.S: Punky Studs Bracelet {Rock Attitude}
Pink Acid - Bow Trinket Choker

Storming through the party like my name was El ninio
When I'm hangin' out drinking in the back of an El Camino
As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause no body came.

I know I'm not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, never showing up when we had to.
attention that we crave don't tell us to behave,
I'm sick of always hearing act your age.

I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.

Because you don't
Know us at all we laugh when old people fall.
But what would you expect with a conscience so small.
Heavy metal and mullets it's how we were raised.
Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised

Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and,
Cutting people down is just a minor offence then,
It's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn.
I'm sick of being told to wait my turn.

21 Guns {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Booze
Jacket: Addams // Charlize Biker Jacket
Top: Asteria - Bustier
Shoes: ::ROC:: Martens Boot

Extras:
:Z.S: Gwen Septum Piercing {Bodyfy}
:Z.S: Splatter Freckles {anyBODY}
:Z.S: Bloody Face Cut
{CP} Brow Normal
Pink Acid - Bow Trinket Choker


Do you know what's worth fighting for,
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins
One, twenty one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Good Girls Are Bad Girls Who Haven't Been Caught {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - Kera
Lingerie: erractic / Stella Set
Shoes: .:V:. Ava Heels {Group Gift}

Extras:
[ knust ] - Slim Cigarette
Lock&Tuft - Lunar Collar

She's a good girl
She's Daddy's favorite
He's saved for Harvard
He know she'll make it
She's good at school
She's never truant
She can speak French
(I think she's fluent)

'Cause every night she studies hard in her room
At least that's what her parents assume
But she sneaks out the window to meet with her boyfriend
Here's what she told me the time that I caught her

She said to me,
"Forget what you thought
'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught.
So just turn around and forget what you saw
'Cause good girls are bad girls that haven't been caught."

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Lady In Red {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Mouth: .Loud Mouth. - Ali Classic
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Shape: Custom
Hair: [RA] - Talice V2
Top: MoDANNA - Pentagram Top
Bottom: MoDANNA - Tulle Skirt
Shoes: .HW. - Portia

Extras:
Face Makeup: :Z.S: - Gooooopy Tears
Garters: -SU!- Gartered Legs


Well they encourage your complete cooperation,
Send you roses when they think you need to smile.
I can't control myself because I don't know how,
And they love me for it honestly, I'll be here for a while.

So give them blood, blood, gallons of the stuff!
Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough.
So give them blood, blood, blood.
Grab a glass because there's going to be a flood!

A celebrated man amongst the gurneys.
They can fix me proper with a bit of luck.
The doctors and the nurses they adore me so,
But it's really quite alarming cause I'm such an awful fuck. (Oh thank you!)

I gave you blood, blood, gallons of the stuff,
I gave you all that you can drink and it has never been enough.
I gave you blood, blood, blood,
I'm the kind of human wreckage that you love!

Brighter {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Nicki Static Head
Skin: .:[PUMEC]:. - .:ALSOU:. - / March \
Lipstick: #SilverMoon - Cosmic Kiss
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones. Scope
Top: -Mud- Witch Workout Tied up Shirt
Bottom: -Mud- Pleated School Skirt
Shoes: ::ROC:: Martens Boot

Extras:
Lock&Tuft - Lunar choker {TCC}
!TLB - Cosmos Necklace {TCC}
Selenophilia - Hung The Moon {TCC}
.:V:. Boudoir Skybox - Dark