Saturday, November 26, 2016

Where Did Jesus Go {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lovey Dovey :: Eden + Bangs add-on
Top: -SU!- Meh Tank Top
Bottom: -SU!- Laced Shorts
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
*CS* - My Crow Scene
{CP} Cori Leggings

I have a tale to tell about a girl whose soul was screwed
She was born into a life with everything to lose
Her father sold her to the trade when she was just a child
She was seventeen and never ever learned to smile

She took a bullet and she blew out her brains
She didn’t say goodbye, she just went away
And now who’s missing her?
I wish she was here
Her name was Angel and she’d had a bad year

So you wanna call me the devil’s advocate
When you don’t know the half of it?
Cause I was raised to believe in miracles
My life is so cold

Where did Jesus go?

Porn Star {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
*CS* - Video Call Scene {Suicide Dollz}

Let me put your mind to rest
I'm nothing like that other guy
Ima put yo ass to bed, just call me a lullaby
Believe it, believe it
Girl I'll be your quarterback, receive it
Go deep, baby work them lips no time to speak
When I lay back, shawty don't know how to act
She ready when the lights go off she climb on top
Her body rocking we don't stop
No handle bars or falling off, cause cause
She ride me like a porn star
She ride me like a porn star
She ride me like a pro she did this shit before
I hold her tight no letting go till she say she can't take no more
I'm speechless
All I say is ooh
She ride, she ride
She ride, she ride, she ride
All I say is ooh
She ride me like a porn star

Friday, November 25, 2016

Earned It {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Set: Erratic - Eden set

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
::GB:: Slave Chain Necklace
.:V:. Sensation Play Bedside Table

{Special Thanks to my friend Zyniel! <3}

You make it look like it's magic
'cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I'm never confused
Hey, hey
I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
'cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
'cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
'cause girl you earned it, yeah
Girl you earned it, yeah
You know our love would be tragic (oh yeah)
So you don't pay it, don't pay it no mind
We live with no lies
Hey, hey
And you're my favorite kind of night

Come Get Me {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Buffy
Set: Erratic - Eden set

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
::GB:: Slave Chain Necklace
.:V:. Sexy Stockade

I wasn't looking for no trouble this time
Where did you come from?
You knocked me off of my feet
When I was feeling fine
But you're forgiven.
I never make it very obvious
And when I do I'm mostly misunderstood
You have a habit of hearing me right
Yeah, you get me.
I wanna tell you what's on my mind
And I really wanna see you again,
Maybe give it a little time
It's gone bad before it ever began, yeah.
Now I'm at the corner with my love
Baby come get me, I'm waiting
I'll turn to stone here by myself
Baby don't let me.
Who wants to travel?
Let's take a trip.
I want your darkness
You have a heavy heart
And I think I'll fit

Happy Thanksgiving {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Jo {LuxeBox}
Dress: .Offbeat. Dokimeki Dress{The Forest}
Shoes: =Zenith= Vintage Heels with Socks
Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}

Happy Thanksgiving <3

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Let It Snow {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Wasabi Pills - Aspen Hair {The Forest}
Top: PixiCat- Fall Sweater

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
Meow and Stuff - Sasha Catya Bento Shape
Meow and Stuff - Glittery Whiskers {Group Gift}

Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I've brought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
When we finally kiss goodnight
How I hate going out in the storm
But if you really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm
The fire is slowly dying
And my dear we're still goodbye-ing
As long as you love me so
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

Masters of War {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Elle
Top: {CP} Lexi Top {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: {CP} Lexi Panties {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
Arise - Cindy Brows {Suicide Dollz}
[CX] Bloodbone Cleaver
[CX] Hell's Gate Bridge
[CX] Hundred Chain Horns
[CX] Spiked Gladiator
[CX] Stinger
:Z.S: Forehead Cross Implant
:Z.S: Witchy Chest Piercing
[TWC] Broken {Epiphany Exclusive}

Come you masters of war
You that build the big guns
You that build the death planes
You that build all the bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks
You that never done nothin'
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it's your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly
Like Judas of old
You lie and deceive
A world war can be won
You want me to believe
But I see through your eyes
And I see through your brain
Like I see through the water
That runs down my drain

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

Left Behind {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Moon. Hair - Shadowplay
Top: epoch. - jojo hoodie {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms:epoch. - jojo Skirt {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
.:V:. Autumn Nest Chair {Cosmo}
.:V:. Fire Coffee Table {Cosmo}

Behold the horrors
They lurk beneath the shadows of remorse
You wouldn't know of course
But I force a new Judgment Day
On this day you will repay
Your respects to all that may
Lurk in between your mind
And mankind
So have a seat and be afraid
Fear's about to commence
The final ritual
One body is all we need for this to be complete
And when the day
Begins to take form
You won't be leaving those doors
You'll only live with us
Inside the darkness
As we tear you up inside

I was left behind
All this torture will unwind
I was never all that kind
If you were to rewind
Then you would find
I was left behind
Take your turn to run and hide
I will catch you all the time
This night no longer shines
Your tears divine
You'll now be mine!

Monday, November 21, 2016

Letters To You {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - VIP Sugar
Top: Erratic - Oversized Sweater
Shoes: =Zenith= Autumn Long Boot with Socks

Extras:
.:V:. Quaint Cottage {Draftsman}

Can't you see, that I want to be there with open arms?
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone,
Get me through this one.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I'm writing again these letters to you on much I know.
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here,
The thought stops my heart.
Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Tired Mechanical Heart {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: *PH* - Disordered hair #5
Top: Caboodle - Luna Sash

Extras:
.:V:. & Abstract Soul - Intramural Tinkerer Statue {The Secret Affair}

I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through a mirror
Tired mechanical heart
Beats 'til the song disappears
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
If only the clockwork could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We'd burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown

Sunday, November 13, 2016

Smoke and Mirrors {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: [e] - Piper
Top: epoch. - Olivia Top {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: epoch. - Olivia Shorts {Suicide Dollz}
Shoes: Phedora -Trinity Shoes

Extras:
SpellBound - Black Magic Set {Coven}
Vista - Bento Hands
Scarlet Creative - Spellbound Skybox {Collab88}

i never meant to call you out
i’ve always seen behind your smoke and mirrors
oh sweetheart, please don’t yell at me, it really isn’t hard to see
the truth that’s rotting underneath

why weren’t you honest from the start?
you know, i’ve always thought she must have liked you
she’s just a temptress, don’t you know, she’ll say she loves you, even though
she only wants to steal your soul

i’ll save you

you said you’d always be my friend
that we’d get married when we both got older
i’d never heard those words before, you made me long for something more
but then she tried to steal your love

what’s with that look?
do you really think i’m out of line tonight?
stop calling her name, if you play my game
she may just make it out alive

Giving Up {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: #Foxy - Smitten Kitten
Top: -SU!- Meh Tank Top
Bottoms: Erratic- Swift Jeans

Extras:
.:V:. Sweater Couch {Sad November} 
Vista - Bento Hands
Scarlet Creative - Spellbound Skybox {Collab88}

What if we stop having a ball?
What if the paint chips from the wall?
What if there's always cups in the sink?
What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if I do?

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

What if our baby comes home after nine?
What it your eyes close before mine?
What if you lose yourself sometimes?
Then I'll be the one to find you
Safe in my heart

I am giving up on making passes and
I am giving up on half empty glasses and
I am giving up on greener grasses
I am giving up

Thursday, November 10, 2016

Still Breathing {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Giusy {Collab88}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Lamb - Poppy {Collab88}
Dress: -SU!- Sick Girl Dress {Anybody}
Socks: =Zenith= Garter Socks {Collab88}

Extras:
Astralia - lace arm warmers
Vista - Bento Hands

I'm like a child looking off on the horizon
I'm like an ambulance that's turning on the sirens
Oh, I'm still alive
I'm like a soldier coming home for the first time
I dodged a bullet and I walked across a landmine
Oh, I'm still alive
Am I bleeding am I bleeding from the storm?
Just shine a light into the wreckage, so far away, away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
'Cause I'm still breathing
'Cause I'm still breathing on my own
My head's above the rain and roses
Making my way away
My way to you

Monday, November 7, 2016

No Faith In Brooklyn {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - VIP November

Extras:
Vista - Bento Hands
Vilecult - Pick Your Poison

We should take a walk someday
Dream about what we could've been
But I don't wanna leave this place
No faith in Brooklyn
If I move out one day
It will make me a better man
But I don't wanna leave this place
No faith in Brooklyn

I said I'm so gone, oh my God, where's the menu?
Order me all your sushi for all them bitches at the venue
Stop, drop, roll, continue
Cause haters try to mingle, and I'm just tryin' to sing you a song
Tell ya that I'm leavin' but I won't be long
If it was up to me I'd see ya tomarr
But talk's cheap so I'm payin' up
New kicks be the only way I'm layin' up
So maybe I won't make it as an athlete
But that don't mean I'll let the competition pass me
I money ball, Billy Beane and some skinny jeans
And the whole damn team just some mini me's
Cause they ain't seen another kid like this
It's on your mind baby you should probably write this
I told her I can dance good for a white kid
So turn around, show me everything I might miss

Sunday, November 6, 2016

Girls Like You {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Elle
Top: Wonderlost - Tipper Tube Top & Garth Flannel Shirt {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: epoch. - Olivia Shorts {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:
CosmicDust/ BunBun - GamePro
Vista - Bento Hands
Nana - Aname Black Straps {Suicide Dollz} 

Whirlwind run
Further and further away
Into the sun
In, 20 minutes
Everyone will remember you when you're gone
And your heart, is a stone
Buried underneath your pretty clothes
Don't you know people write songs about girls like you?
What will you do when something stops you?
What will you say to the world?
What will you be when it all comes crashing
Down on you little girl?
What would you do if you lost your beauty?
How would you deal with the light?
How would you feel if nobody chased you?
What if it happened tonight?

New Romantics {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: 7 Deadly S{K}ins - Cinnamon {Suicide Dollz}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Little Bones - Xia
Top: Toast - wifi dies {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: -SU!- Laced Shorts {Sad November}

Extras:
Muschi - myphone

We're all bored
We're all so tired of everything
We wait for
Trains that just aren't coming
We show off
Our different scarlet letters
Trust me, mine is better
We're so young
But we're on the road to ruin
We play dumb
But we know exactly what we're doing
We cry tears
Of mascara in the bathroom
Honey, life is just a classroom
'Cause, baby, I could build a castle
Out of all the bricks they threw at me
And every day is like a battle
But every night with us is like a dream
Baby, we're the new romantics
Come on, come along with me
Heart break is the national anthem
We sing it proudly
We are too busy dancing
So get knocked off our feet
Baby, we're the new romantics
The best people in life are free

Damaged Kids {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic {Uber}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Monso - My Hair Momo {FaMESHed}
Top: Evie - Cooper Shirt {Sad November}
Bottoms: -SU!- Laced Shorts {Sad November} 

Extras:
Speakeasy - Catnip Tattoo{Coven}


I remember 15 years old at the edge of my bed
As Joy Division’s "Closer" spins
I slowly drift off in my head
I swear I died a thousand times
To the ballad of those teenage nights
The walls cave in
And I’ve lost myself again

Don’t sink cause I know it’s tough
Said you saw it comin’ weren’t prepared enough
You wanna doubt you deserve to be loved
But keep your head up I swear that you belong

Isolation
It gets the best of me
The world progresses
While I’m chasing dreams

I question everything
Before I dive right in
Am I a recluse
Or just a damaged kid

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Rituals {LOTD}


Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic {Uber}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Pumpkin
Bottoms:epoch. Fiesty scrap skirt

Extras:
Vilecult - Spellbound {Coven}
SpellBound - Black Magic Set {Coven}
.:V:. Witch's Cottage {Coven}
[TWC] - Beauty Marks

Thursday, November 3, 2016

A Light In The Dark {LOTD}



Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Jessica
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair -Glenny Artic {Uber}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Magika - The Wish
Top: {CP} Talisa Shirt {The Dressing Room}
Bottoms: {CP} Jolos Skirt

Extras:
FTB - Uta sleeves

Been so long
since I felt alive.
How can I believe
in this tired body of mine?
Chasing myself, into the night,
will it all matter when I close my eyes?

Have I won the race?
Embraced all my pain,
told my family enough,
that I value our name.
And if the weight of the world
pulls me from my feet,
drags me to the ground,
my chest trying to breathe,
I just wanna be known
as the man who didn’t sink,
as the man who didn’t sink.