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The Champion {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes:  CATWA - Eyes
Skin: Pumec - Rowena December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Stealthic x Toksik - Facade Hair {RARE} {Epiphany}
Shirt, Pants, Socks: Foxes - Vixen Black set {Epiphany}

Extras:

Foxes - Vixen black chair {Epiphany} 

Decoy - Game on white headset {Epiphany} 

[ContraptioN] - Basement Dweller Station

Jian - Pibbles Collection

I am invincible, unbreakable
Unstoppable, unshakeable
They knock me down, I get up again
I am the champion
You're gonna know my name
You can't hurt me now
I can't feel the pain
I was made for this, yeah, I was born to win
I am the champion

In Bloom {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Nani - Cherry Bloom Blossom Hair {Rare}
Dress: Blueberry - Bette

Extras:

Scene set up by yours truely using tulips found on marketplace

Sometimes at night, I let it get to me
And sometimes, I'm sure it gets to all of us
And last night it had me down, I'm feeling numb
I can try, but sometimes that is not enough

No, sometimes that is not enough
No, sometimes that is not enough

And stop calling me out, we're never going to
Put the pieces back together
If you won't let me get better
And stop digging it up or we're never gonna
See it all in bloom

Sit Still Look Pretty {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: {Limerence} Sammy Hair {Imaginarium}
Undergarments: Reign.- Unicorn undies and bra (RARE) {Arcade}

Extras:

Soap- Stockholm&Lima - Mouth Soap

Could dress up
To get love
But guess what?
I'm never gonna be that girl
Who's living in a Barbie world
Could wake up
And make up
And play dumb
Pretending that I need a boy
Who's gonna treat me like a toy
I know the other girlies wanna wear expensive things
Like diamond rings
But I don't wanna be the puppet that you're playing on a string
This queen don't need a king
Oh, I don't know what you've been told
But this gal right here's gonna rule the world
Yeah, that is where I'm gonna be because I wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still, look pretty
You get off on your nine to five
Dream of picket fences and trophy wives
But no, I'm never gonna be 'cause I don't wanna be
No, I don't wanna sit still look pretty

Never Be The Same {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Tram. - G1224
Top: 'dami' - Spring Mood Gacha Rare02 {Arcade}
Shoes: Reign.- Glitter Flats {Reignmas}

Extras:

**Entire scene is from Maison de L'amitie **

Something must've gone wrong in my brain
Got your chemicals all in my veins
Feeling all the highs, feeling all the pain
Let go on the wheel, it’s the bullet lane
Now I'm seeing red, not thinking straight
Blurring all the lines, you intoxicate me
Just like nicotine, heroin, morphine
Suddenly, I'm a fiend and you're all I need
All I need, yeah, you're all I need
It's you, babe
And I'm a sucker for the way that you move, babe
And I could try to run, but it would be useless
You're to blame
Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never be the same
It's you, babe
And I'm a sucker for the way that you move, babe
And I could try to run, but it would be useless
You're to blame
Just one hit of you, I knew I'll never ever, ever be the same
I'll never be the same

Gossip Girl {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: #Foxy - Kels {K9}
Top: LYBRA. - Mattie Black {Rewind}

Pants: [Cosmic Dust] & {Clair de Lune} - Madison Shorts {Rewind}
Shoes: Momento - Shaker Platform boots {Rewind}

Extras:

Sunglasses: Asteroid Box - Y2K Paris Glasses {Rewind}

Phone: Asteroid Box - Y2K Ashley Phone {Rewind}

Hugs and kisses
Best friends forever, you tell me
Pinky swears and bracelets
Always telling secrets
At slumber parties
Not trying to point any fingers
But I've heard the whispers, going around
Not trying to point you out here
Just making the facts clear, that I have found
That you're the gossip girl
I thought you were real to me
The gossip girl
But you're just plastic, girl
Shiny plastic hard shell
Don't give in the gossip, girl

Just The Way You Are {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Truth - Valentina {New at Mainstore!}
Top: Blueberry - Radiance Dress and Denim Jacket

Shoes: Reign - Charlotte Heels {FLF Deal}

Extras:

**{Entire Setup of Background done by yours truly}**

Couch, Ottoman, End Tables, Lamp, Chandelier: Cheeky Pea- Rougir Set

Lingerie Clutter, Fairy Light Rose Vines, Fairy Curtains, Heart Glitter, Sakura Petals: Half-Deer

Balloons, Glass Hearts, Caviar, tray of roses in bottles: Keke

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

Bad Blood {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: *PH* - Disordered hair #5
Top: R2 Fashions - Kasumi

Extras:

Disorderly. / Experimental: {Epiphany}

 Body Monitor (RARE)

Body Scanner (RARE)

Workspace

Standing Monitor

Fluid Display

Sample Spinner

Medical Crates

Projector

Hologram

/Anxiety/ psychowave diducry tattoo {Epiphany}

’Cause baby, now we've got bad blood
You know it used to be mad love
So take a look what you've done
’Cause baby, now we've got bad blood, hey!
Now we've got problems
And I don't think we can solve 'em
You made a really deep cut
And baby, now we've got bad blood, hey!

From Ours to Yours {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Lona Bento
Eyes: SU! Ophelia Eyes {UltraRare} {N21}
Skin: Pumec - UltraRare FATPACK December
Shape: Custom
Hair: Olive Hair- the Meme hair and Cheery Santa Hat {Uber}
Top: Ison -Cropped Turtleneck Sweater {Uber}
Pants: Blueberry - DWL Jeans

Extras:

DRD - My Miserable Holiday

Black Bantam - Black Lab Puppy

After a very long break, I think it's safe to say I may be back. Thank you so much for those who continued to support me through this year-long break. My blog will continue after the new year!

Merry Christmas!

Unapologetic {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Mudskin - Sul Rare {Kustom9}
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Saphria {Kustom9}
Top: TLB - Ingrid Top {Suicide Dollz}
Pants: Pixicat - Sporty Shorts

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

Toast - Claw Gloves {Suicide Dollz}

Whiskey
Give it to me straight
Straight and strong
We'll drink until it's gone
Dirty
I got a dirty mouth
Say what I want to say
Can't wash it away
Well I'm high steppin' out of the box
Getting out of the cage I'm busting the lock
Oh yeah, oh
I’m not scared
Ain't trying to be
Won't give nothing less than all of me, oh, oh yeah
Because I'm unapologetic
Unapologetic with you tonight
Nothing to hide
Oh yeah, I'm unapologetic
Unapologetic, turn on the light
All of the lights
And I'll take you as you are
And we'll burn like the stars

Blood (Sponge) Bath {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: VCO - Joy Pale Tone
Shape: Custom
Hair: Burley - Dot
Top: Katat0nik - Nurse Apron Dress {Re:Japonica}
Shoes: Phedora - Satomi Boots

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

*MUKA* arm straps

Toast - Claw {Suicide Dollz}

Toast - Syringe Fingers & Blood Bag

Well I saw the thing that no one should see
As I became the thing that no one should see
I became lost inside my mind
Happens all the time
I saw a dead body on the side of the road [x4]

Well, I saw a dead body on the side of the road
The dogs were gnawing on his face
Then out of the blue some homeless dude came hurtling through space
He had the most satisfied expression on his face
As if to say "in this last moment I am truly free"
Then the dude exploded on the street right in front of me

Get up!
Think fast!
Gonna be
A bloodbath

So Pure {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: VCO - Joy Pale Tone
Shape: Custom
Hair: LCKY - Lynlee
Top: Razor/// Used Shirt {Whore Couture}
Shoes: Reign - Kitty Stockings

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

*MUKA* Foxy Collar {Whore Couture}

Toast - Claw {Suicide Dollz}

You from new york you are so relevant
You reduce me to cosmic tears
Luminous more so than most anyone
Unapologetically alive knot in my stomach
And lump in my throat
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression
Supposed former infatuation junkie
I sink three pointers and you ask poetically
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression
Let's grease the wheel over tea
Let's discuss things in confidence
Let's be outspoken let's be ridiculous
Let's solve the world's problems
I love you when you dance when you freestyle in trance
So pure such an expression

I Dream of You {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Le Forme - Stella Catwa Sugar
Shape: Custom
Hair: Doe: Posy {Kawaii Project}
Top: Altair* - Kuon Kimono {Re:Japonica}
Shoes: {aii} - Shii Geta & Stockings {Kawaii Project}

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

{wa-kotolier} "Ume Blossom" Harness {Re:Japonica}

You're completely unaware, dear, that my heart is in your hand
So for love's sake won't you listen and try to understand?

I dream of you more than you dream I do
How can I prove to you this love is real?
You mean to me more than you mean to be
You just can't seem to see the way I feel

When I am close to you the world is far away
The words that fill my heart my lips can't seem to say

I want you so more than you'll ever know
More than you dream I do, I dream of you

Perfect Insanity {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Le Forme - Stella Catwa Sugar
Shape: Custom
Hair: [RA] Jasmin Hair
Top: SU! - Nap Queen Top
Bottom: SU! - Nap Queen Panty Leopard Print

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

Toast - Claw {Suicide Dollz}

CATWA - Catya Bubblegum

Come inside and be afraid
Of this impressive mess I've made
If you take a look now you will find

I have thrown away my vice
Done away with paradise
See what's going on inside my mind
Please let me out
Please let me out
Please let me

Branded like an animal
I can still feel them burning my mind
I do believe that you made your message clear
I think I am losing my mind
I think I am losing my mind
Deprivating, isolating all that I feel
Leaving me with images I know are not real
Are those words of condemnation that I hear
I think I am losing my mind
I think I am losing my

Come inside now, I implore
Do you think you can restore
The crucial pieces missing from my brain
What seems to be the matter dear
Why do you cry and shake with fear
I've only had the best dub me insane.
Please let me out
Please let me out

Who Knew {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Foxy- Cattitude
Top: Moon Elixir - Fairytale Atelier Gacha
Shoes: Fri. - Belle Wedges {Collab88}

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

Violetility - Pet Bed

Violetility - Kennel Table

You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
I took your words, and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah, huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better 'cause you said forever, and ever
Who knew?
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no, no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

Photograph {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Burley - Keke
Top: Foxes - Glamorous Dress
Shoes: Fri. - Goldie Boots {Uber}

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home
Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know, know
I swear it will get easier,
Remember that with every piece of you
Hm, and it's the only thing we take with us when we die
Hm, we keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts were never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

Coffee & Cigarettes {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Blues Hair - Marta
Top: D-Style- Occult Maxi Sweater {Suicide Dollz}
Bottoms: :Z.S: Gothic Leggings
Shoes: Reign - Platform Ballet Slippers {N21}

Extras:

Vista - Bento Hands

Arise - Rina Eyeshadow {Suicide Dollz} 

.:Joplino:. Niki 1 Mirror pose {Suicide Dollz} 

PEACHES. - Soul Key Choker {Suicide Dollz}

Coffee and cigarettes are my only escape.
I got my cup of Joe, my pack of stokes,
And I'm on my way downtown to
Set up shop and sing my cares away.
So, won't you sing with me,
'Cause it's cold outside, and I'm feeling kinda lonely.

Friday nights are always the same in this town.
I'm looking up, but I'm feeling kind of down.
So, I'll light this cigarette and smoke the night away,
And I'll hope that Saturday will be the day
When everything feels okay.

Bury The Castle {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: Beusy - Milan Hair {N21} .
Outfit: Limpid - Phoebe {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:

.Vista - Bento Hands

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of a world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies
Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle

Slumber Party {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Pink Fuel - Bambi Porcelain
Shape: Custom
Hair: .#Foxy - Cattitude {Hentai Fair}
Outfit: ALTAIR* Sleepy Pajama
Shoes: Phedora - Rachel {Kustom9}

Extras:

.Vista - Bento Hands

C L A Vv - Light Studio Stack of Canvas {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio skybox {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio Table with Canvases {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio Light Rug A {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio Tangled Lights w/o curtain {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio Single Couch {Epiphany}

C L A Vv - Light Studio Typewriter {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - To see Her Jar {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - To see Him Jar {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - Open when you're sad {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - Open when you miss me {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - Open when you're grumpy {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - Leather Bound Photo Album {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - Stargazing Bottle RARE {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - usb personal Massager {Epiphany}

Cosmic Peaches - cuddly pillow set RARE {Epiphany}

A special thank you to my best friend and Waifu Selene for doing this collab with me. We are basically wearing the same thing, Her PJ set is called Senpai-Blue, she is using the LOGO Alex head and her Pink Fuel skin is Kiyomi! Thank you love!

Give Me A Try {LOTD}

Body: Maitreya Lara
Head: CATWA - Catya Bento
Eyes: CATWA - Mesh Eyes
Skin: Glam Affair - Glenny
Shape: Custom
Hair: .Little Bones - Olympia
Outfit: D-Style- Dark Underware {Suicide Dollz}

Extras:

.Vista - Bento Hands

Violetility - Pet Box {ROMP}

I know that I like to let excess succeed
But I just need you in that fur coat
With only my necklace on underneath
And I don't care why this apartment's always cold
London can try, it'll never swallow me whole
And I swear,
We could be gigantic, everything I need
Vicodin on Sunday nights
This could be worth the risk, worth the guarantee
This could be the drug that doesn't bite
Just give me a try
Just give me a try
Been kind of hoping you might
Get up and give me a try